I hope you know that I'm the lucky one.  I hope you know that on those days that I'm feeling "extra feisty," or when I'm not thinking about what I'm saying, and you bring me back down to Earth, I may not like it at the moment, but I say to myself: "remember this. remember to thank her someday, because even if I didn't want it, I needed it."  I hope you know that I know, deep in the depths of my heart, I have not missed anything that wasn't worth missing.  I hope you know that in you, you have given me something that most people will never know, and never understand.  And it is for that reason that I hold you so tightly, that is why I treasure you so much, that is why I do not feel the need to see what I am missing, because what I want is right next to me, holding my hand.  I hope you know that even on our "bad days," I go to bed remembering all the things I love about you the most, and I know we're going to be o-k.  We are different from most, and I like it that way.